Stressed? Nah, not me.

This is a turbulent time for me, and it makes me quiet. Overwhelmed, overspent, overstressed. I have nothing but good things in my life right now and yet all I want to do is curl up in my bed for a week and not see anyone or talk to anyone or go to work. But I can't, because I have Things To Do and Places To Go and Obligations. This is my life, this is what I always wanted but now.....I'm tired.

It's all going well though. JournalCon is shaping up nicely. The wedding plans are clipping along and dress angst that threatened to swallow me whole was narrowly averted. It was then quickly replaced by angst about the engagement photos that are being taken on Friday afternoon, because while I am usually photogenic, I am afraid that even these fantastic photographers will not be able to make me look as beautiful as I want to look.

I need to clean the house, I need to do laundry, I need to finish our wedding website, I need to get our save the dates ready to be sent out, I need to call any number of friends, I need do the dishes, I need to get my oil changed, I need to get my desk cleared off at work, I need to pay the phone bill, I need to reserve a room at the Westin, I need to update the JournalCon webpage, I need to pack my lunch for tomorrow, I need to clean the cat box, I need to pick up more cat food, I need to iron my skirt for the engagement party on Saturday.

I need to breathe.