See, here's the thing.
I tend to ramble about things when I come here, things that are going on in my life. But I try not to ramble in too much detail about certain things, like family dramas and fights with friends who read this blog or fights with my husband because dude, our dirty laundry does not need to be aired. And I definitely don't get too detailed about my job because hello, it's my job. And I would like to not lose it.
At least not unless I'm losing it on my terms. But I digress.
Right now the only thing of note that is happening in my life is that my job is driving me crazy. Crazy to the point of needing anti-anxiety pills soon. I am absolutely miserable right now and for the past two days I've had to convince myself not to just leave. Just walk out and not tell anyone.
My job is making me miserable, which makes me just like millions of other folks.
I don't think my boss realizes how close he is to losing me. Seriously, I'm thinking maybe another six months. If I am this miserable in six more months then I think I'll be looking for a transfer.
In other news, my dreams have been wild lately. The other night in my dream, I slept with my exboyfriend just because I was bored and when he asked me if we would be together now since he and his wife were miserable together, I pretty much laughed and said no way in hell because my husband is awesome and I was just bored and fucking with his head. Last night, I dreamt that my hair started falling out in huge chunks and I was developing a shiny bald head; I was surprisingly calm about it, as was Kevin. I guess in my dreams, bald is sexy.
Anyway, I'm going to go have my daily tear supression moment now. Fun for the whole family!
I tend to ramble about things when I come here, things that are going on in my life. But I try not to ramble in too much detail about certain things, like family dramas and fights with friends who read this blog or fights with my husband because dude, our dirty laundry does not need to be aired. And I definitely don't get too detailed about my job because hello, it's my job. And I would like to not lose it.
At least not unless I'm losing it on my terms. But I digress.
Right now the only thing of note that is happening in my life is that my job is driving me crazy. Crazy to the point of needing anti-anxiety pills soon. I am absolutely miserable right now and for the past two days I've had to convince myself not to just leave. Just walk out and not tell anyone.
My job is making me miserable, which makes me just like millions of other folks.
I don't think my boss realizes how close he is to losing me. Seriously, I'm thinking maybe another six months. If I am this miserable in six more months then I think I'll be looking for a transfer.
In other news, my dreams have been wild lately. The other night in my dream, I slept with my exboyfriend just because I was bored and when he asked me if we would be together now since he and his wife were miserable together, I pretty much laughed and said no way in hell because my husband is awesome and I was just bored and fucking with his head. Last night, I dreamt that my hair started falling out in huge chunks and I was developing a shiny bald head; I was surprisingly calm about it, as was Kevin. I guess in my dreams, bald is sexy.
Anyway, I'm going to go have my daily tear supression moment now. Fun for the whole family!
5 Comments:
Six months? Don't wait that long. Three months, max.
Six months?? Don't wait that long. Three months, max.
Wow, I wouldn't wait six months! Maybe till the end of the year - three months, like Bozoette Mary said. Reassess again in January. In fact, it might not hurt to start putting some feelers out now.
Hey lady. I'm sorry to hear you're feelin so down about work. I thought I'd send this website your way. Dream Dictionary It always helps me when my dreams start wiggin me out. Sure they don't give explinations for everything. And sometimes you have to choose which definition is right for you. But the more we learn the better right?
I hope your job woks out and people start getting more peaceful vibes, because any place where the same people have to spend day after day with each other should be a happy and healthy environment, not a place of dread.
Mwha!
I'm in the same place as you jobwise...and it sucks hardcore. You'll land on your feet, even if it doesn't seem that way. You've got mad skillz so even if you tell that place where they can stick it, you can get another job right quick.
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